When someone says they want to be with you
for all time, forever, for always,
you believe them.
You believe them because you were taught
from a very young age
that happily ever after exists.
Every time I think about you, that person I can’t have, I feel physical pain. Not just emotionally sad but like its physical too? I get a deep sad-feeling pang in my stomach and my heart just aches and I feel heavy